Just Another Girl

When looking into your eyes,
I never thought I would hate you,
Want to stab knives into your heart,
Tear you apart,
Ruin you…
But then again,
I never thought that this would happen,
To this extent, anyway,
I knew you would hurt me.
Just another sweet bastard,
To prove me right…
I picture your face,
That I once dared to think was true,
Now I only dream of turning it blue.

My arms round your neck,
Squeezing, tightening,
Till your face turns bright red,
You struggle for breath,
For your life,
I spit in your face,
Yeah, I’m ‘Just another girl’ hey?
Well, you’ll always be,
‘Just another mistake’
And now?
You’re dead.
Am I still just another girl?

My arms relax from the clenched fist,
Drop to my sides,
As I awake from yet another bad dream,
Of you.
You’re still out there, doing who ever,
Doing what ever, hurting, lying, cheating,
Being you.
You’ll always be ‘just another mistake’ to me,
But one day,
I’ll prove you wrong,
And you’ll realise,
I’m not
     just
            Another girl.</i>